My secret about to kill me – the child my husband thinks is his son, my boyfriend wants him back – part 17
He was waiting for me to say something, but my mouth kept opening and shutting, lost of what to say to my defense.
“So, he told him. I have been made then. My secret is open, I’m done for. So, this is how my chapter ended. There is no saving me in this situation.” My heart burst in tears, as I shut my eyes, to loose free the tears that were accumulating in my eyes
He was still waiting for me to say something, because his gaze never shifted from sight. He kept watching me.
“So he told you? What are you going to do now? Kill me?” I asked, fearing for the worst
“I too have a secret” he said
I swift my eyes to his face to understand what he meant
“Talking about keeping secrets, I’m the most fitting in that position.”
I kept listening to him, with uncertainties accumulating in my head. I still didn’t get his point
“I kept turning down every idea of going to the hospital for our fertility issue. I can’t impregnate any woman. I know Chimzim isn’t my biological child”
he said calmly, still relaxing on the chair
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I was shocked down, looking at him, expecting him to continue.
“What happened wasn’t your fault. You did exactly what I wanted to suggest to you, just that, the courage of opening up was missing. My pride and ego kept playing in the way. I felt you would see me a less of a man and divorce me. I was scared of not appearing man enough in your sight, hence my reason for keeping my life a secret. I love you so much and my world will crumble if you walk away from me.” He said calmly, facing down, looking bruised
To tell you the gospel truth, that moment was like a blow to me. I was just there, dazed, hearing something that had never crossed my imagination
CONTINUE HERE FOR PART EIGHTEEN
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