The day I decided to commit Sin – Part 1
Hmmm…..
There was never an issue between my husband and I.
He is a very loving and adorable man on this planet earth.
But how this thought of cheating on him found it’s way into my thoughts, I really can’t describe.
I never believed that, I would one day nurture this thought.
There was this guy, ok I’m going to give his name as Fidel.
We have been friends on this blue app…..
We used to chat and talk rubbish.
By rubbish, I meant flirt and talk dirty things.
He kept inviting me over to see him, but I told him that, I am married.
And he will be like, “and so, I’m married also. So, that makes the two of us.”
But I’m a woman, it’s always easy for men to engage in such acts, but women.
We will first, deal with our first conscience, second conscience, third and then start dealing with fear of being caught, what would happen and how we would loose our marriage.
I had a lot to think about.
And my own case being different, I wasn’t having any issue with my husband.
Though, sometimes, I used to have this thought that, he wasn’t satisfying me enough.
And this, I think could be the reason I started developing this idea of trying to taste another “peepee”.
And this thoughts started gaining ground, sprouting, expanding.
And to a point I started having images of Fidel anytime I’m feeling hor***, instead of my own husband.
Our chats increased, and we stared giving our selves much attention online.
Sometimes, he would snap his hard standing peepee and send to me, requesting I should send my wet “veevee”
But I wasn’t that confident enough to snap mine, because I’m a woman, I have given birth to 2 kids, he may not find the site enticing.
So one day, I got mad and requested we see.
He was like, are you for real? That he hope, it wasn’t one of my pranks.
I told him that, I was serious. And he said ok, asking me the day I would like for us to meet. So I told him.
I wasn’t a starved woman, I wasn’t lacking anything. My husband always try his best to make me happy, I really don’t know how I started developing feelings for this guy…to a point I started going crazy about my feelings for him.
He was chatting with me everyday and keep saying sweet things to me.
So we picked a day for us to commit sin to our satisfaction.
I remembered how my heart was racing that morning. If it would affect me in anyway.
What it would do to me.
But my mind was fixed on seeing Fidel….
Hmmmmmmmmmm……..
