The Day I decided to commit Sin – part 2
I was done getting ready to meet Fidel, the man I would be committing the sin with.
I took my bath, but remembered that, I wasn’t shaved clean.
So I rushed back to the bathroom again and had myself shaved. I only cut down my pubic hair a bit, to avoid giving myself a cut. Because, it won’t be a good idea doing the sin with a fresh cut. Since, it’s the fastest way to contact HIV.
I really took cautions, to avoid some stories that touch.
All these while we were chatting, we never exchanged numbers.
But seeing that, we would be seeing physically, we decided it a good idea to have our numbers.
So that morning, he was bombarding me with calls, to know what’s up, where I was, if I would still make it and to also ensure that, I never change my mind.
But I assured him that, I was ready to sin that day, that he should relax and wait for me.
Finally, I was set. I viewed myself from the mirror and was satisfied with how beautiful I was looking. The time was 10:02am….. I grabbed my hand bag, wore my snickers and headed for the door.
As I was about locking it, my conscience came again….
“What are you doing? Are you sure this guy is not carrying HIV? Remember you are so scared of that thing? And you are not the type who would like to live the rest of her life swallowing drugs”
And this thought set me in fear zone. I went back inside and called Fidel
“Hello, have you entered bus now?” He asked, expecting a yes answer
“Fidel…. are you carrying HIV?”
“Jesu! What kind of question is that? I’m not carrying anything. I even went to lab last week. I swear, I’m negative. I’m strong baby. I know your conscience is trying to make you change your mind now, but don’t allow it. Let’s stop denying ourselves these feelings. You have feelings for me and I have same for you, lets be matured and enjoy this. You won’t regret it, trust me. Life is too short baby” he said as he started playing with those words that usually wet me up, making me go crazy
“Alright, I will call you once I reach the place”
“I’m waiting for you” he said as our call ended
So boldly, I blocked my mind from being attacked by my wicked conscience that was trying to interfere with my adventure.
And with vitality, I energetically climbed down the stairs..
“What is there? Other women are doing it. I won’t be the first and won’t still be the last…Life is too short to continue eating only one food… And besides, my husband, he is a man, I believe he is also enjoying with one sidechick out there…So there is no big deal. I only have to be careful to avoid being caught and that’s it. Yes, I will be very careful. No one is going to find out. I will be extremely careful and discreet” I continued giving myself every reason to commit the forbidden sin with another man, who I haven’t met before
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