The Mistake She Made I Won’t Stop Regretting – part 8
And we started making plans, but I still had fears
When she asked what I was scared off, I told her that, it was Ogochukwu. I don’t know how she would react. That her family may reject me if Ogochukwu tells them what happened.
And she said, “You shouldn’t be scared of Ogochukwu, because we are not doing anything wrong here. And besides, you don’t control the heart on who it chooses to fall inlove with. You chose me and you were not even engaged to her, so I don’t see the need for you to be scared. She doesn’t have claims over you, because you are not married to her”
“And what about your family, won’t they see me as a bad person? A terrible person?”
“No, they wont. I didn’t snach you from her, everything happened so naturally. So, stop thinking too much, we will be fine, trust me”
And she was able to convince me after I saw some senses in what she said.
And the marriage preparations began. But in order to save my heart and conscience, I decided to call Ogochukwu, to tell her what was about to happen.
Because I knew that, if she was to find out by herself, the disastrous effect may be higher. She may curse me or do something of that nature. I desired us to part in good terms and still remain friends, since I will be marrying into the family. I knew that, what I did was wrong, but it concerned my future. I shouldn’t toil with my future marrying someone out of pity. I would be gambling with my future’s happiness.
So I called her and she responded to the call immediately.
I thought that, she may find it hard to answer my call, but she didn’t.
So I asked her how she was doing and how life was treating her.
She said fine.
And she asked about mine and business.
I told her I was good, that God was doing wonders.
And she said Ok, that it was good hearing my voice again.
And to be frank, it was also good hearing her voice aswell.
I felt to ignore the happiness my heart feels anytime she was with me. I felt to ignore the joy her presence creates all because I was blinded by little show of behaviour from Blessing.
So I cleared throat and started telling her the reason I called……..
And she kept listening, as I kept narrating everything……….keep reading….follow link below to continue