What he asked me to do after I followed him to his village – part 3
When I got home, I expected to feel my heart jubilating and all that, but I was just there, feeling nothing.
“Why am I not feeling anything? This is something I desperately need, so why am I not calling everyone, my family, informing them that, someone is coming to see them?” I continued questioning my confused heart.
I then finalised that maybe, it was because of the way he proposed. We met and the next thing was, marriage.
And that was when it started sounding reasonable on why I wasn’t feeling anything.
So, I waived the feeling and forced myself to be happy that, my prayer has been finally, answered.
I began singing a gospel song, appreciating my God for finally answering my prayers. But amidst the singing, I still felt my heart troubled.
I took a deep breath and headed to the kitchen, to prepare something to eat.
It was pasta.
After making the food, I dished a portion into a ceramic plate.
As I was heading close to the table, the plate of food fell off my hand and shattered. It was as if someone slapped it off my hand.
I felt it. I felt the force, because I was holding the food very firm. It was a strong grip, yet, how it fell off, remained a mystery to me. I should have understood the signs, but I wasn’t spiritually active.
So that night, I had a weird dream. I saw that mad woman again, pursuing me with a long stick and I was running for safety. But I could hear her saying, go back, go back. But I couldn’t figure where I was going she was asking me to go back…. While I was running, harbouring severe fear, I woke up, jumping out of my bed.
It was a terrifying nightmare. I was sweating all through. So I went and got a satchet water and gulped.
I sat, wondering why I saw the mad woman in my dream, but no idea came forth. I concluded that maybe, it was because of what happened the previous day. I was so scared that it got stuck in my subconscious and that was why I dreamt about it.
The day we will be travelling to his village was getting closer, but I still haven’t felt any connection between us.
He used to call, but his calls doesn’t last more than 2 minutes. He wasn’t also sounding excited like someone who finally met his wife.
I saw these signs, but I concluded that, maybe it was because we were still learning each other………do not stop reading…. see the next page below
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